Category Archives: Taking Stock

The End.

Posted on October 21, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Writing that last post was hard. It seems like an age ago, yet it was only two months. I am so far away from that place now that is was hard to revisit. It’s only when you see it in … Continue reading →

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The Devil Wouldn’t Recognise You

Posted on October 18, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

This song just about sums him up. His disguise is so good even the devil wouldn’t recognise him. I’m glad I did in the end, Devil Wouldn’t Recognize You written by Madonna, T. Mosley, J. Timberlake, N. Hills, J. Henry … Continue reading →

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The Final Date (part two)

Posted on October 18, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

I am aware how long it has been since my last post. I have been so busy with University, there hasn’t been a minute for anything. But I need to get this story out. Here goes….. The last time I … Continue reading →

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Sunshine After the Rain?

Posted on October 2, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

I woke up this morning feeling utterly drained. After the meltdown last night I experienced round two which went on for another two hours. I just couldn’t get a grip. I really don’t know where it came from. My ex … Continue reading →

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Pheonix from the flames.

Posted on September 29, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

The past few days have been great. Really great. I am back at university and I feel like I am constantly buzzing. I mean, this is my life, my real life. I just drink up every second that I am there … Continue reading →

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MM and the Real Me

Posted on September 26, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Getting back to the real story seems like a task. Its not somewhere I want to revisit really but here goes….  After the Amazing Sex and the sporadic contact I was becoming increasingly frustrated and feeling more and more used. … Continue reading →

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A Rabbit in the Headlights

Posted on September 24, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Yesterday after I told married man that I knew him he went off line. I was surprised that he didn’t confront this person who said they knew him from the wedding, and when I came back from being out I … Continue reading →

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D Day

Posted on September 23, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Well today’s the day….the worst day MM has had in a long time I would imagine. I set off early with my new detective friend “Caroline” to get a good spot. I was thinking to myself……this is the third Thursday … Continue reading →

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Groundhog Day

Posted on September 22, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Date number 3. Tomorrow. 12pm. Denise. MM has set this all up himself. I let him choose the date, time and venue…….and guess what?? He has chosen the motorway services – you know-where the real me  and him used to … Continue reading →

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What to do???

Posted on September 20, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Now that I have caught my prey I’m not sure what to do with him. I am having great fun messing him around, but he is a toxic prescence in my life that I can’t keep forever. Just seeing his … Continue reading →

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