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About thebeastwithin74

I am a single mother of two fighting back after being involved with a married man.

The End.

Posted on October 21, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Writing that last post was hard. It seems like an age ago, yet it was only two months. I am so far away from that place now that is was hard to revisit. It’s only when you see it in … Continue reading →

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The Devil Wouldn’t Recognise You

Posted on October 18, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

This song just about sums him up. His disguise is so good even the devil wouldn’t recognise him. I’m glad I did in the end, Devil Wouldn’t Recognize You written by Madonna, T. Mosley, J. Timberlake, N. Hills, J. Henry … Continue reading →

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The Final Date (part two)

Posted on October 18, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

I am aware how long it has been since my last post. I have been so busy with University, there hasn’t been a minute for anything. But I need to get this story out. Here goes….. The last time I … Continue reading →

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Another Planet

Posted on October 7, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

My mood had improved up untill about 5 minutes ago when I had to ring The Father Of The Children. I am in University till 6 tomorrow and as it is his week to have them at his house I … Continue reading →

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Grumble

Posted on October 6, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Today has been one of those horrible days. No reason to it, I just woke up in a bad mood and things got steadily worse. Negative thoughts all day haven’t helped. I seem to be taunted by happy couples everywhere. … Continue reading →

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The Final Date (part one)

Posted on October 5, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

 Back to the story…………….Mid August…… I had made a mistake. Collossal. There I was, feeling strong and in control, I had power over the married man. He was texting me constantly….I was making him wait. I just didn’t care. I … Continue reading →

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Sunshine After the Rain?

Posted on October 2, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

I woke up this morning feeling utterly drained. After the meltdown last night I experienced round two which went on for another two hours. I just couldn’t get a grip. I really don’t know where it came from. My ex … Continue reading →

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Meltdown.

Posted on September 30, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

I have just recovered from a major meltdown. Major. Like crying like a wounded animal meltdown, and its all do do with the ex husband. I had an interview today and got the job. I was so pleased as it … Continue reading →

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Pheonix from the flames.

Posted on September 29, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

The past few days have been great. Really great. I am back at university and I feel like I am constantly buzzing. I mean, this is my life, my real life. I just drink up every second that I am there … Continue reading →

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MM and the Real Me

Posted on September 26, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Getting back to the real story seems like a task. Its not somewhere I want to revisit really but here goes….  After the Amazing Sex and the sporadic contact I was becoming increasingly frustrated and feeling more and more used. … Continue reading →

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