Monthly Archives: September 2010

Meltdown.

Posted on September 30, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

I have just recovered from a major meltdown. Major. Like crying like a wounded animal meltdown, and its all do do with the ex husband. I had an interview today and got the job. I was so pleased as it … Continue reading →

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Pheonix from the flames.

Posted on September 29, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

The past few days have been great. Really great. I am back at university and I feel like I am constantly buzzing. I mean, this is my life, my real life. I just drink up every second that I am there … Continue reading →

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MM and the Real Me

Posted on September 26, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Getting back to the real story seems like a task. Its not somewhere I want to revisit really but here goes….  After the Amazing Sex and the sporadic contact I was becoming increasingly frustrated and feeling more and more used. … Continue reading →

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A Rabbit in the Headlights

Posted on September 24, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Yesterday after I told married man that I knew him he went off line. I was surprised that he didn’t confront this person who said they knew him from the wedding, and when I came back from being out I … Continue reading →

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D Day

Posted on September 23, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Well today’s the day….the worst day MM has had in a long time I would imagine. I set off early with my new detective friend “Caroline” to get a good spot. I was thinking to myself……this is the third Thursday … Continue reading →

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Groundhog Day

Posted on September 22, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Date number 3. Tomorrow. 12pm. Denise. MM has set this all up himself. I let him choose the date, time and venue…….and guess what?? He has chosen the motorway services – you know-where the real me  and him used to … Continue reading →

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Everyday Life.

Posted on September 21, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

This post isn’t about MM. Its about my ex husband. I have just got off the phone to him and I am upset. I suppose I need to make sense of the argument we just had over the phone. I … Continue reading →

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What to do???

Posted on September 20, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Now that I have caught my prey I’m not sure what to do with him. I am having great fun messing him around, but he is a toxic prescence in my life that I can’t keep forever. Just seeing his … Continue reading →

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Zero Conscience

Posted on September 17, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

After yesterday’s events and Trudys apologetic email I didn’t expect MM to contact her again. To my surprise, this morning there was a text on her phone Thanks for the mail. Please check yours. x  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx       Oh … Continue reading →

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Gutted.

Posted on September 17, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

This is the second time I am writing this post. My soul is destroyed. I have spent the last hour pouring out my feelings, copy and pasting stuff, changing colours and making quotes. Only to find it has ALL FRIGGING … Continue reading →

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