Monthly Archives: August 2010

Up Up and Awayyyyyyyyy

Posted on August 26, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Well I am all ready for my holidays now, and have been feeling strong today. I am hoping that thoughts of him stay out of my mind while I soak up the sun, a huge contrast to the constantly grey … Continue reading →

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The right thing to do

Posted on August 26, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Now that it is over I am struggling with what the right thing to do is. On the one hand I really want his wife to know what he has been doing. This is not for any vindictive reason though.  … Continue reading →

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My discovery

Posted on August 26, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

A few days later I went on the dating site to see if there had been any traffic. I wasn’t interested in anyone else now, but it was just a habit to sign in and see what was happening. After … Continue reading →

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Insomnia

Posted on August 26, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

I am awake. It is 2.30am and I am thinking of him lying in his wifes arms at home. Did they have amazing sex tonight? Did he tell her he loved her?   One part of me feels jealous of her….and … Continue reading →

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Alarm Bells

Posted on August 25, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

We both enjoyed running-one of the many things we had in common, and we would update eachother on our running times. One day he said his legs were sore and I offered to give him a rub down-nudge nudge wink … Continue reading →

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Up and Down

Posted on August 25, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

I have had a better day today. I am getting ready for a holiday (my first time travelling alone with the children since my divorce) and all of the packing has made me excited. There have been periods of time … Continue reading →

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You’ll See

Posted on August 23, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

 You’ll See written by Madonna and David Foster Track 4, Time: 4:16 ————————- You think that I can’t live without your love You’ll see, You think I can’t go on another day. You think I have nothing Without you by … Continue reading →

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On with the story…

Posted on August 23, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

We continued to text very frequently, although I noticed at the weekends it was quiet at best. He would return my texts but would not engage in anything with any substance and would never contact me first. He always blamed … Continue reading →

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My Mistake

Posted on August 23, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

My mistake I suppose is that I kind of think that because I am a decent human being then everyone else is. I think that by being honest then I will get that in return. I think that because I … Continue reading →

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Feelings

Posted on August 22, 2010 by thebeastwithin74

Its so hard to control feelings isn’t it. One minute you are in control the next you are not. Its all about heart versus head, and in my case heart usually wins. Its not as though my head, my logic doesn’t … Continue reading →

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